Dear almakic88,
Congratulations on being able to express /interpret your dreams, this is part of your spiritual gifts.
In the beginning YOU WANTED your art to represent a woman but the colors were too dark.
After distilling your frustration you began to see the vague shape of the woman faintly.

These are connected with your feelings about your mother, the anger/resentment you felt but kept hidden, but you also Love your mother.
The who diorama changed into a beautifully painted scene with a woman sitting in the center, surrounded by three mirrors,( the three views )
The number 3 has universal powers of illumination to bring forth new beginnings.
You should look into that!
You haven't lost your spirit, it is always with you. Call upon it anytime.
Dreamtime we live in a different dimension, answers not available to us while we are awake and distracted come to us while we sleep.
I hope this was helpful.
Happiedasiy