Still feeling lost... Does anyone believe that spirits can visit us after they've passed? Neil feels very close to me and it's enjoyable, but... why me? Why isn't he with his mother or brother?

Then there's the guilt that I don't think about my ex MIL very often. I try... I think of her and see her when she was listening to Blue Grass music, but not much comes up. I try to remember the times that she desperately wanted to spend alone time with me and I can't remember what we talked about. Maybe in time...

Neil and my ex MIL had something in common. They both suffered with migraine headaches. I have them, too, sometimes, when the stress and anxiety gets too much to bear. Migraines can sometimes lead to strokes. Can they lead to brain cancer, too? Then the fear sets in...




<font color=blue>"Our doubts are traitors and make us lose the good we oft might win by fearing to attempt" --Shakespeare</font color=blue>