Oh Echoes,
Please be honest with your T. I mean, afterall, don't you think your T. knows you need him/her or you wouldn't have gotten with them in the first place. So, be honest and let them help you.
I wish you all the best and also keep coming on here and let us know how you are doing. It helps just to get things out.
Plus, we all care about you.
Take care of yourself and be good to yourself,
Linda