Yes, your post makes sense! I can relate a bit to what you're feeling... I too feel empty a lot and like I have no meaning in my life. I am engaged, but we have no money for the wedding and are staying with my parents right now. I am on SSDI and my Fiance does freelance work, which is not always reliable. I feel like I am ready to start a life, but the resources just aren't there. It's very frustrating. Are there some small goals you could try setting for yourself? Or since you are feeling sad about the wedding being over, what about doing something special with your loved one? Me and my Fiance like to have a special "Date Night" every Thursday. Or.. have you considered renewing your vows? I know a lot of people like to do that. Wishing you wonderful things in life!

--Angel