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Originally Posted by atomicc
I have always thought about it ever since I was a kid. Every day I fantasize about suicide with no intention.I find the thought, even the word to be very comforting. I don't know if there's a specific disorder it's related to though.
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Hello, I am diagnosed with both bipolar and BPD. I would think in your case you have something else going on if you are thinking of suicide all the time. I understand it is comforting to me too for I know if things get real bad I have an another option.
ps. I am so proud of you and your decision to pursue a career in the mental health industry. I wanted to do the same thing but my doctor basically told me it was too much of a responsibility for someone with my mental disorders. I'll tell you if I were in my 20's I wouldn't care what he said and do it anyways and show how WRONG he is.