If you feel that you may have BPD you should talk about it with your T. As far as your career you go girl. Do it for all of us and don't ever let anyone stand in your way of your dreams. Promise me that you will remember this when things get tough. Print this statement and keep it somewhere to reminded of how great you are going to be at your career. Why? Because you know what it is like and how it feels and because you want to make a difference and not just for the money like some doctors.