Thank you for the replies.
I guess I am focused on the diagnosis bec I think it would explain things more especially the "whys" & not having that feeling that I'm going insane & there's no one else like me. I guess it doesn't really matter in the long run though.
I told my H that my new Pdoc wants to put me on an anti psychotic med to help w/ the things I hear. He said "I didn't know you heard stuff! Ugh God, whatever." I felt like I don't even have an explanation for him or why ive never mentioned it probably bec I don't know what to say.
I don't understand all this. I never thought id have more than one diagnosis being depression. I know a ton about depression bec ive dealt w/ it for almost 25 yrs. This is new & foreign to me. I feel ignorant.