The million dollar question right? lol While my t never really explained in so many words what exactly "the process" is, I did reach an acceptance of it, even though I never really understood what my t meant when she'd talk about it. That's when we finally fell into the rhythm of working together that eventually led to my graduation. I think it happened one day when she exasperatedly said to me "You're not broken, Art!" I was like "oh. oh? oh!" something along those lines. (I know, that helps a lot, right? heehee) Anyway during my last appointment she said "You clearly trust the process" or something like that. And in that moment I felt like I did. Not that I could put it into words even then. Confusing and frustrating and insane yes, but I have to admit, this stuff (therapy) WORKS!