Remember how many times I posted things like " I thought I worked through this, but it's still here...or obviously I need to keep working on it", or even " I thought I learned this lesson 10 times already this year" (,well in that case I am just a slow learner sometimes.) I guess it's like peeling through layers. You can only work on one surface of it at a time, but each time you peel back a layer it becomes smaller and smaller, until eventually just a tiny grain under the bottom of your shoe. You can still feel it a little, you know it is there but it is not bothersome anymore.. sometimes tho if you put some of the layers you peeled off back on it, it becomes a pebble again, and then a stone. Which is obviously painful to walk one.

It's so fluid ..all of it. Even if you heal you have to remember that you did...if you loose that awarness it can become an open wound again. So weird isn't it?

Is any big problem small? haha nooo.. this isn't a Dr. Suess book is it... any big problem is a big problem...