Hi Anika.
This is something I am confused about as I do not understand it at all. In the manic episodes I was having I did not expect to develope feelings for this person. It was never entertained. I will have to talk about this with my psychiatrist at my appointment next week because I do not know what has happened to me. I am a major mess and crying all the time. Maybe my meds need adjusted. I don't have a clue what is going on with me.