Hypersensitive today. Guy at work said that I should ease down on the banter… hit me hard, basically it’s ok for him and the rest of the arseholes I work with to try to belittle me and demonstrate how stupid I am, but if I reciprocate then that is unacceptable and just participating in one man up man ship… I know I have quite a sharp wit but come on this is ridiculous.I hate banter anyway… only reason I play the stupid game is since it’s some stupid social norm and it hurts enough with people continuously ripping me to crap like I’m some personal punch bag.Well sod it, I guess I’ll just soak up all of their ill disguised baggage and keep a smile on my face. Who gives a crap that I’m slowly dying inside each time.I so want to be emotionless right now.
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