I am going through hell, I am sad, and scared. I've called the green phone this week (green phone here is a governmental program for domestic violence). The psychologist there advised an exclusion for my brother. And that we need to change the pension powers of my mom SS (giving the power of attorney to any of my nephews or nieces, as my brother wants to take the money of my mom pension). Next Wednesday I have an appointment with a social worker and other team members to start the judicial process of getting my brother out of our home. This is very painful because I expected to be able to help him but it is not possible at this stage. Yesterday he said to me that he would pay $5,000 to somebody to kill me; he said my home is very easy to break in and he would tell the guy how to enter. Imagine, I am paraplegic, I was very scared. My niece wanted me to go to the police this morning but I do not want to do that. Police here is too corrupted, they may ask my brother some money in exchange of erasing my police report. In fact, he got the police to erase the report of one friend of his whom he had bitten badly. Anyway, It is difficult to explain how I feel. I am trying to cope the best I can. I feel grateful I have this space to share this. Thank you for being here
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