Coleychi, I can totally relate to what you said, especially about your parents. Mine are the same. They are practically doing everything for me and I don't know if it's my fault or theirs. I have no perspective and that bothers me so much. I know I should be trying harder and doing better but how can I be motivated when my parents are the ones experiencing all the motivation for me? I know they want what's best for me and that they're doing that they can, but at the same time, I just do not have space to breathe. They don't trust me, and I don't know whose to blame for that.

They do not know about my SI--I would literally die if they found out. Literally. Die. They're extremely judgmental people it's insane.

But anyways, my parents are a whole different issue that will hopefully improve when I graduate and get out of here. Thanks again guys.

- AJ