I always seem to end up back here when I'm either really high or really low. Didn't wanna make my own thread.

Spent all my available cash on a bright shiny new toy and accessories for said toy when hypo earlier this week. Instead of paying bills. Now I'm coming down and feel incredibly silly for it. I'll probably start crying when it gets here. I turned 31 yesterday. First sober birthday since I was 16 (outside of my 21st spent in Kuwait, which I more than made up for in Vegas when I got back). Friends kept calling and I kept ingnoring their calls. Now today is my beat friend since kindergartens birthday and I can't decide which will make me feels worse, do what I feel like and stay home while blowing him (and everyone else) off, or go and feel awkward and terrible.

Such is life.

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