Thanks everyone for your kind words and your support. yesterday i learned my lesson. i passed out because i drank while on my meds. i could't remember anything, not even how i got to the bed. it was really scary. apparently my husbad got home before i passed out. he thinks it was caused by my meds. i am going to tell him the truth today. i am going to tell him of my recent problem with alcohol. it is best to be honest. i am going to seek some help outside as well.