I am so scared to go to my therapy session Monday morning. I have done quite a bit of writing about all of this anger I have bottled up inside. Mostly mad at myself and/or others for everything. I am mad at myself for being afraid of stupid s*** like being afraid of bugs to major stuff like being in a position to nearly or actually be sexually assaulted. I dont know if I can share this with T yet...not sure I can be that vulnerable with T. I guess I could just print out the lists of reasons I am mad and give them to her. I dont know what to do I am gonna need a boatload of courage to share this s*** with her.