I lost my spouse two years ago to suicide. I still live in the rent house in TX. All his belongings are still in the house and I'm having to deal with the decision to stay or move. I feel if I move, I'll be losing a part of him. My three grown children live 1-2 hrs from me now and have their own active lives. Im no longer working due to major depression and stay in the house the majority of time. This past summer I visited my family in AR. My parents live in AR and they're in their 70's. So Im struggling with the decision to stay in the same house or to relocate in TX staying near my children or move to AR closer to my parents. I feel no matter where I chose to move I will still feel lonely and empty inside. I'm interested if you have any advise for me. I feel I'm stuck and don't know what to do to move forward. It's nice to hear that you have managed to move forward and gives me hope that I can get there too. Thank you for your post and hopelessness.

Sincerely,
SunTracker