I always feel like I'm suffocating, like can't breathe in enough. I have no one to talk to about bpd and me. So, thinking about getting back into therapy...though I have a psych. but it's not the same. If i told my psych I daydream about driving my car off the McClellan-Kerr bridge she might put me away...prob should tell her anyway? Not sure how honest I should be as I'm crossing that fine line between disassociation and completely nuts. Anyone else daydream bad things? Thanks. needed to talk.