I completely understand the frustration with your T. I have developed a good relationship with my T and even though he is not specialized in EDs I can't imagine having to start all over with another T.

I started going to my T for other issues and just recently opened up about my issues with food and body image. I have never had a healthy relationship with food and what restarted the ED behaviors this time was my fear of not being able to have a child of my own. Not taking care of myself is not going to help me get pregnant and carry a child. I hope you are able to get the help you deserve and take care of yourself. Like others have said, you need to be able to take care of yourself before you can think about not only carrying a fetus to term birth, but also being able to take care of an infant.

I wish you luck and hope your T can be more sensitive to your needs.