Hi redbandit,
Yes, you made sense, lol.

I've felt this way many times...even now in fact.
Have you thought of starting your own business on the side? Perhaps you could go into something like wedding planning. You may find fulfillment in helping others plan their special events.
What did you go to school for and what are you passionate about now? Is there something related to your degree that you could pursue? If not, have you considered grad school? Have tried volunteering? Helping others can be just as rewarding for you as it is for those you're helping....
Hope you find something that gives you a sense of purpose and joy!