I feel the same way. I have 2 beautiful and healthy teenaged daughters. Some days(most days) I feel so stressed and anxious when it is time for the school bus in the afternoons. I should be excited to see them and hear about their day but instead I'm panicky, paranoid, and *****y. Same with my husband but only at times with him but almost always with my girls.....so I feel your pain. A friend told me this: God gave me those girls for a reason. I might not understand why but God does.