Hi guys

Ok...so I'm 19 & single... People who ask how many previous boyfriends I've had are amazed to hear me tell them that I've actually never had a 'boyfriend'. Dates, yes. Boyfriends? None.

My problem is I haven't been feeling any attraction to any of the men I speak to or meet up with :/ and you obviously do need that physical attraction; I'm not talking lust or "OHMYGODHE'SSOFIT" eyes boggle out jaw drops to your knees kind of initial attraction, I'm talking about 'liking' & feeling 'attracted' to their physical features.

But I don't feel it. :/ I wonder why...

I wonder whether I'll ever meet anyone I feel the tiniest ounce of attraction to...? Because regardless of what some people will say, looks AS WELL AS personality, matter. But I seem to find it's always one or the other with my encounters; either they find me attractive but I like them as a friend, I like them more than a friend but they're otherwise not compatible with me; e.g. his personality clashes with my own in a bad way, or they find me attractive but I do not find them attractive. Etc...

I see people younger than me or a few years older than me...etc etc... with their partners and I always wonder how they managed to find people...

My 23 year old cousin had a bad breakup with her ex boyfriend 2 years ago when he left her at the alter :/ on their wedding day & texted her later saying he 'couldn't do this anymore'. They'd been together for 7 years. But anyway, extremely hard as it must have been for her, she is now seeing a lovely kind bloke for about a year and a half now. EVEN SHE CAN FIND SOMEONE...And she had a horrible breakup.....

Just makes me wonder that's all.