I'm sorry too. If I didn't care, you know I would be saying this, but I don't think this is the right thing for you, at least not now.

You need to be self assured a bit, and strong enough to not only go through the surgery, but suffer through the recovery and the lifestyle change. To be relying upon surgery to make you pretty is NOT a good perspective, imo. It is surgery and very risky.

I hope your doctor really discusses this and where you are, rather than just being a surgeon, because if you talk to a surgeon, he's going to talk only about what he does: surgery.

How LONG did you try the other things? What about a combination of healthy eating and hypnosis and support group therapy?

What does your psychologist say about all this?

TC