coleychi, you essentially described me in a nutshell.

It's a very lonely life. I feel like it isn't fair to say we don't 'want' to socialize. I see that assumption a lot. I do want to. I want so badly to have friends, to know how to react adequately, to get things. But I don't get things, so I don't know how.

If any of you need to talk.. my inbox is open, too.