Hyy , my porn addiction is really ruining my life .

I ve trieddddddddd many things , most I went without porn was 23 days but except that it varied from 2 days to - 5 and just now 7 days .

I cant seem to stop it , if I step outside im triggered by beautiful women ( but then i go and watch porn and not try talking to them or smth ) almost everything is a trigger

Like I said , I tried everything ( normal ) Im looking for a non conventional method that you guys might have heard about

hypnosis / porn blockers nothing works ! I cant contact anyone about this

In about 2 months ill leave to place where I wont have access to internet . And ill stay there for more than half a year .
Now while this might solve my problem , I feel like its cheating , I want to fight this head on till I leave

Any mehtod will be taken into consideration , tks

EDIT : the reason of doing this was thinking if you guys might know about some pills to to keep keep me low when I get triggered