Hi redbandit,

Yes, you made sense, lol. I've felt this way many times...even now in fact.

Have you thought of starting your own business on the side? Perhaps you could go into something like wedding planning. You may find fulfillment in helping others plan their special events.

[I have thought about it, there isn't a big market for that in my area, and I think I like it better as a hobby. I always have a friend getting married lol]

What did you go to school for and what are you passionate about now? Is there something related to your degree that you could pursue? If not, have you considered grad school? Have tried volunteering? Helping others can be just as rewarding for you as it is for those you're helping....

[I went to school for public relations and advertising, which I really liked. Haven't been able to land a job in it though. If I relocate, maybe. We can't do that right now though, my husband likes his job.
My gpa was too low for grad school, I could study for the entrance exam, I don't want more student loans. I think I need to get an internship (PR) then maybe I could get more connections and land a job in my field. I did one before, but more stuff to put on the resume helps ]
Hope you find something that gives you a sense of purpose and joy!