You are the BEST mother to your girls. I'm sure they love you very much and look forward to your visits. Take it one day at a time and try to enjoy one moment at a time. I have two girls and I sometimes apologize to them for having such a bad mother and it really upsets them. I try not to. I know it's the depression talking. Hang in there.

I hope the rest of your weekend is nice with your sweet daughters.