You should never contemplate about calling them, if you are that much in crisis, please call them, don't wait and never feel someone's case is more important than yours.
Tell yourself if you can take time to come here and talk to us then you should also call a help hotline too, both together may help.

(((((((((((((((( lost_lonely ))))))))))))))))))

Please take care,

DE

In giving advice seek to help, not please your friend
SOLON