!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!TRIGGER !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

















And then this evening I was threatened by two drunk guys with a 357 revolver and an assault rifle - both drunk and intent on ******* me. Luckily my wife stepped out of our house to the front yard and confronted them with a mini14 and persuaded them to put the assault weapon down. The drunk guy with the 357 kept the gun pointed at me and threatening to shoot me - I was unarmed. After a tense 10 minutes of negotiation, they decided to leave. Oddly enough I was not scared, just nervous. I think this will all hit me later when I have time to process what happened. I almost wanted to laugh at them... I think of suicide every day, and their bullets just did not scare me. My wife was extremely angry and wanted to shoot them both. I was just wanting to defuse the situation, and it finally settled down a little, and they left. Dont know what this will do to my anxiety/depression/ocpd.... when it finally sinks in.

I dont know what to do or think. I am numb right now. Any words of encouragement would be greatly appreciated. -atsidi