Eventually I'll brave the other forum. But I feel so comfortable here.

I'm still depressed, but I think it's slowly coming out of a dark depression. I managed to seek help for advice on getting my medication and a lot of people came through for me. It no longer looks impossible. Last night was rough. I did things... that I regret. I feel horrible physically right now. If it gets worse,I may end up asking my sister to take me to the ER tomorrow. But for now, it seems to be getting a little better. Despite the physical pain, I'm kind of... calm mentally for now. I don't know how long it will last, but I don't want to question it. I'm thinking that.. maybe I can do this after all. Maybe it is possible. I hope it is. I'm still depressed. I cried a lot earlier tonight. But I saw how quickly people like us can help one another and that, in a way, temporarily lifted my spirits.

I'm slowly accepting it. No matter what I'm told.. I'm still me.