{{{{{Candy}}}}} I feel for you my friend, I found myself thinking about my illnes almost daily and sometimes I just hate it.
I knew there was something odd about myself, never couldn't figured it out until recently and now everything make sense, that doesn't mean that it's easy.
WhenI'm depressed, like right now, I just can't take it anymore, but when I have my good days, I joke around about my symptoms with the 2 people closer to me, my hubby and my sis.
PM me anytime, you know I'm here, and if you think you are a nutjob, mmmm, we need to find a definition for me, lol.
Tons of hugs~