Okay, I had Therapy last Wednesday. I have talked to her about everything including psychosis. I completely trust her but I just don't know what to say regarding ED. She says I'm very personal and guarded about the whole thing but I don't feel I am. However I still give one word answers and try to change the subject. I don't feel my eating disorder is an issue I'm on the high end of healthy which does make me feel like a failure but honestly I feel it's more of an issue to my husband then to me.

Yes we (my husband and I) have all out fights about it but that's because he refuses to let me control when and how I eat.

Yes I refuse to eat any meat except 1 boneless skinless chicken tender

Yes I refuse to take medication that can cause weight gain

Yes I still eat toddler size meals 1x a day and would eat 3x a wk if allowed

yes, I only drink 20 oz. of fluid a day

But I don't see any problem with that. I don't understand what T 'wants' she knows all the above information. I just don't really understand how to talk about it with out one word answer. I'm sure she asks open ended questions but I don't see them as that.

I want to talk to her about this because I really don't want to keep anything private but how do I do this?