Hi Mox. Have you ever done a BDD checklist? You may have it. Pre-occupation and obsession with one or more perceived flaws is a sign of it. The flaws have to be perceived though or imagined worse than they actually are. You have to think they are worse than they actually are. Like if you told people what your flaws are would they say you are ebing ridiculous? You should look inot it, online, or there are some good book s on it too. You should talk to your T about it too. There are treatments for it, not good ones, but nonetheless. Thanks for your feedback.