I feel so sad. When I woke up this morning my hubby told me that I screamed last night, and when he mentioned it I could remember like in a snapshot something really fuzzy about me, scared because of the darkness around me. He knows that waking me up only messes up more the situation, so he was awake almost the whole night, just in case.
I feel like going back 100 steps, I thought they were gone for good but no, they are and pretty much alive.
I'm sorry I just need to vent.
I feel so worthless right now...