I've never been diagnosed with OCD but I've been having a lot of violent intrusive thoughts. From strangling or smothering my FWB with a pillow, beating the **** out of my grandad with the fire poker that's near the fireplace (I think about this like everyday), to driving real fast on the freeway then driving into a wall and I've also thought about running into traffic too. Sometimes I worry that I'm like super psycho and am on the verge of becoming a serial killer. I don't know how to stop these thoughts and I'm not sure who to tell.. like I've thought about telling my therapist but I'm afraid she'd have me committed because legally they're supposed to have you committed if you're having homicidal thoughts. I really don't think I'd act upon these thoughts, like the idea of actually hurting someone freaks me out.. like I would not enjoy it at all.