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This thread seems to be turning into something like a journal or a blog....
I had a dream last night that's left me all churned up emotionally. I've been having dreams that Mom was still alive. I don't consider those unusual. It's happened before when someone's died. I believe it's part of the healing process. The dream this morning was different. In the dream I was doing something with Mom, I don't remember what and it's not important. Then we agreed to meet at her house. I went to the house and was waiting for her to show up. As I was poking around the house I realized she was really dead and that everything else involving doing thing with her was some sort of delusion.
I'm still churned up by it emotionally. I'm still trying to figure out what it means to me. Please don't try to interpret the dream for me. This is something I need to sort out for myself. I'm not sure what it means to me, but it feels important.
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