Ok so Ive been SI-ing for a while. I tild my parents about it exactly a week ago, my mom took me to get help but they like havnt helped yet cause its been all assesments and stuff which is to be expected. Me and mt dad got in a fight(not physical, just verbal)today and he started brining up stuff like how I want 'special treatment' cause I do it to myself(Im also getting help for suicide) but it just hurt and made me angry cause like I gyess I am doing it to muself but its become an addiction and i want to stop but its hard. He expects tgat after one week of assesments that Im meant to be hetter, Im just getting worse an he isnr helping. I never exhpected him to care ir to help me, i just wish he'd have enough cortusy to leave me alonw, Im trying to just ugnore him but he dosnt like tgat, he needs someone to take his qnger out on. Im seventeen I dont want this, i shoukd be out with my friends gaving fun, not doing this. I jyst needed
a place to kinda rant..

*Sorry for the bad spelling, i typed that really fast and mt phones ao messed up uf i try to fix it itll start deleting random stuff