i lost it tonight.. things have been built up inside me since i started this damn new job... the pay, the boss, the customers, everything is getting to me about it, then i cant find a new job so i can quit this one...... i just lost it....... i went off on my b/f for having a good job that he likes, while im stuck with a 5.15 crappy job.. i know its not his fault but i went off on him.... then i started crying forever ... hating the world,,,, then my sister called and i was crying and she kept asking me what was wrong and i told her i just wanted to be left alone then she goes and puts my mom on the phone and then my mom starts crying cause i was and i told them i had to go and hung up..... then my b/f came over by where i was on the floor and sat by me and calmed me down.... i was a mess... im ok now..... but man that was bad....i cut my arm i was so messed up.... blah