Yes, I do.

I can only speak for myself, but I just feel like if I HAVE to die one day, it might as well be by my own terms. I don't want to get super old and have people have to take care of me in that state. I don't want some disease to waste me away and go down fighting.

If I gotta die, I wanna die my way!

So, yeah control. Maybe one day, eventually.