Hi Lisa and Nay,

Welcome to PC and I am glad you found us. Depression can be crippling. It can bring you to your knees. You feel like you are in a dark hole, spiraling down and down farther and farther. I have been there many times. I have been depressed for many years. I am on two different anti-depressants and they do help alot.
I wish you both could be on something to take the edge off at least.
Please don't think you are ever alone. There are many of us who feel this way. It sucks but we have to deal with it the best way we know how.
It helps tremendously to be able to talk to a T. but if you can't afford one, it is also very helpful to be able to come on here and vent. Talking about your problems will help a little and also know that you are talking to people who understand.
I wish you both all the best and let us know how you are doing.
I care,
Linda