Your chickens may be coming home to roost. That is, it might be time to pay the piper. That is, you better straighten up and fly right. You might have been able to get away with shite when you were younger, but now they can replace you with someone younger, cheaper, and faster, who doesn't have all these issues. Quit fooling around or you are gonna be out of a job. Take it from one who knows, one who's been there. Good luck.