My bosses are pushing me to mania and I'm thinking about coming out. I haven't slept in days because I've been working back to back 15 hour shifts and I have school work. I started out with As, but now I'm leaning to the failure side. I didn't take my midterm exam because of work and I'm crying at work. Everything makes me angry now and I don't make sense which makes me more angry. I started eating less because I'm starting to no longer care about my health. My bosses call me everyday to fill in shifts, but it just f^^^ing can't. If I don't take shifts I get written up for it and can get fired. Idk what to do. I just want to hurt myself so badly and cry.