Am I headed into an upswing again? I did something very reckless, have been spending money like crazy, mind is racing, am only sleeping 3 to 4 hours a night or none at all the past few days. This is strange because a week ago I couldn't get out of bed and get enough sleep. I think Lithium or Abilify were making me tired. Not anymore though! I have no one to talk to though or I would be talking a lot, everyone's asleep
The odd thing is I'm cycling fast, I never cycled fast at all before I was on meds. I mean I'm happy I feel great but this usually ends in depression which I'm worried about but I think the Lithium will help keep that at bay.
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“All the darkness in the world cannot extinguish the light of a single candle.” -St. Francis of Assisi
Diagnosis:
Schizoaffective disorder Bipolar type
PTSD
Social Anxiety Disorder
Anorexia Binge/Purge type