I have just finished with a major argument with my hubby and he has left me. The fight was screaming mental and got physical...I hit him so he hit me back and then we got into a struggle. Some really horrible things were said and now I want to hurt myself so bad. He said he would hate me forever after everything I put him through. I don't know what to do with myself. I feel in crisis. I really want to swallow all my tablets and I am crying so hard and really trying not to do this but I don't know if I can stop myself. Please talk to me.