...hey?

yeh?

...it's like I'm not even there!... and I was the one demanding the space so intimately cruel so immediately essential!

lets all agree right now!... those,.. that!...and few too many more... want to interfere.... and inactivate my emotions that subserviently arrived by freaking chance!

death has been after me in numbers I lost count!

....being alone is the only thing that has kept me alive