...and today I drew blood. I did not mean to. It just happened. What can I learn from this? How do I fight the evil that buried itself in me 24 years ago? How do I stop doing to myself what he did so long ago? The wounds are different but the pain is the same. How do I unraval this psychological entaglement and become free forever?
Carrie
<font color=green>But the implicit and usually unconscious bargain we make with ourselves is that, yes, we want to be healed, we want to be made whole, we're willing to go some distance, but we're not willing to question the fundamental assumptions upon which our way of life has been built, both personally and societally.--Bill Plotkin, Soulcraft
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