Nobody is saying how many people love them

I don't think being a friend automatically means love is there and I don't consider any of my above 7 to be friends. I only see them in obligated circumstances and although we love eachother I would not share things with them I wouldn't share with an aquaintance. Currently I have 0 friends, but 7 people I feel might love me. Though they love me by being family through marriage. They have the advantage of only knowing me for so long and I am careful to keep very private about most of myself.