Got my weekly update and realized I'd not been checking in which really is best for me, if I were paying attention to my mental disease. Obviously, I'm not and I should be. Read the guide I get weekly from another site and realized there's a seriously mean full moon on the way this Friday and there's going to be a bunch of stress leading up to it. Got my first blast of that last night by of course intervention of the evil sister into my life once again. Naturally, she's after the last person in my actual life to attempt to make them shun me. Typical pattern of hers; however, this one will be a bit tougher. Thankfully, this morning with that one is much better. Sometimes all it takes is to ignore the displeasure you expect from someone else.

None of that made sense to any of you, but it does to me. Signs of manic thoughts.