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Old Oct 14, 2013, 12:05 PM
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My step-mother got a rabbit, ... it's triggering me. Took a while to stroke it, because I was so scared I'd hurt it, ... or that I want to, ... what if my hands weren't clean and he got ill or worse because of that? What if he bit me? Would I hurt him if he bit me? What would I do? When I was younger, I reacted in a VERY bad way to something like that, ... would I do that again? So many thoughts and fears. Kind-of affected my eyes a little bit, ... The rabbit seemed scared of me... I hate it when someone or something is scared of me; it makes me feel like ****, and fuels my OCD.

Anyone else freak out around animals?
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