Does stopping doing something one once enjoyed doing (until an incident) make me a coward? Thats how I feel now. I force myself somedays to do it, but I don't enjoy it. But I feel if I don't force myself, then I am failure. But its a catch 22 because if I force myself too do it, I dont enjoy it. Is it best to just accept how I feel because of what happened and allow myself to avoid future reminders?? I hope this makes sense, I dont feel like going into details.